Self-control..

Praise God..
Saia tlah menemukan jawabannya..
stlah berkeliling n melalang buana dari satu blog k blog yg lain, akhirnya sampailah saia d blog ivan yg menceritakan tentang pengendalian diri..
suatu hal yg bagus n bisa jd pedoman buat saia.. hehe..
saia termasuk org yg sulit mengendalikan diri ato lbh dalemnya sih keinginan atawa hawa nafsu..
smuanya segera dilakukan ktika ada kesempatan.. wkwkw... spt maen game d laptop, online sharian tanpa blajar, dll, dsb, dkk....
nah, slth membaca blog ivan yg menyebutkan amsal 25:28.. segeralah saia membacanya..
dan kusadari, klo hal2 yg saia lakukan itu salah.. hal2 yg mengikuti keinginan daging..
hmm.. jd mulai saat ini jg saia akan berusaha.. ato berjanji x yah lbh bagus.. biar trikat skalian... XD..
hehe.. saia akan mengontrol diri saia dr hal2 yg tdk sesuai dgn kehendak Tuhan..
hehe.. nah, blog si ivan ini bagaikan amsal 25:12 n 25 nih buat saia.. hehe..
" thanks God for sending ivan n his blog " hehehe...
p.s: amsal ada 31 pasal.. 1 bulan ada 30-31 hari.. jd baca amsal 1 pasal 1 hari sesuai dgn tanggalnya.. krn d situ brisi banyak nasehat sih.. hehehe..

GBu all.. :D

Sejauh mana saya mengenal kalian?? >_<

Darwin-> org 1 yg ngajak aq ngobrol wkt 1x datang k youth.. (benernya rani sih, yg wkt itu jd usher nuruh duduk d dpan.. >_<) orgnya baik, perhatian jg, a good leader, hanya sering sulit dalam membagi wkt antara kluarga, pacar n anggota FA.. :D

Albert-> a good brother, perhatian, suaranya bagus XD, bisa menggantikan k darwin sbg wakil ktua FA swaktu k darwin berhalangan, punya karisma yg bgs.. :D

Grady->funny brother.. :D.. cukup perhatian jg, baik jg, suka bercanda, enak diajak ngobrol, kekurangannya cuma kurang sabar dlm menghadapi masalah.. :)

David->punya personality yg bagus, rendah hati, suka menolong (sifat2 yg perlu ditiru.. :D), kelemahannya sih suka membatalkan sesuatu last minute.. >.<

Inge->narsis, asik diajak ngobrol, berpotensi (suaranya bagus nih..), narsis, mau terlibat dlm bbrp kegiatan (aktif), y cuma kadang2 sifat n sikapnya spt anak kecil.. hehhee..

Heru->baik, suka nolong jg, pekerja keras(??), GJ (hahaha..)

Rachel-> sedang dlm pertumbuhan rohani(trimakasih buat tmn2 yg udh bantu follow up dy), childish(mirip inge..)

Gunadi->pekerja keras, bentar lg mw nikah dy.. hehe.. baik jg, suka nolong jg, n orgnya serba tau.. haha...(silakan tanya apa aja sama dy, 90% dy pasti tau)

Danny->mm.. baik nih org, terlalu care, has a good voice, good tour leader I think.. kelemahannya sih, kadang terlalu berlebihan n suka mencetuskan ide yg aneh2.. :D..

Emka->koko yg baik.. :D.. meskipun gk deket sm sy.. jd gk bisa deskripsikan banyak2.. :D..

Cuy2->baik, bisa diajak kerja sama (apalagi kerja paksa.. haha.. bcanda dhe..), enak diajak ngobrol jg, mw membagi ilmu(multimedia tentunya.. :D)

Andreas->orgnya lucu, apalagi stlh tambah ndut.. wkwkwkw.. enak diajak ngobrol n becanda jg.. :D...

Rani->punya smangat '45 kayanya.. haha.. asik diajak ngobrol, bcanda jg.. hehe... "manusia malam"(krn kuliahnya malem) hahaha...

Devi->punya karakter yg unik, punya bakat fotografi (sama dgn grady n albert)

Jenita->crewet abizz.. hahaha.. enak diajak ngobrol jg.. orgnya cukup terbuka.. :D..

Y kira2 bgt lah diri saya mengenal tmn2 sampe saat ini, maaf kl ada kata2 yg salah.. jgn sampe sakit ati.. haha... masih banyak tmn2 yg lain yg gk bisa disebutin.. trus yg gk ada kelemahannya mgkn krn gw blm bgt dekat dgn kalian x yah.. >_<.. kalo yg udh ada kelemahannya sih, y itu krn gw udh mengenal kalian cukup lama.. hehehe... yg dr FA k david gw emg gk tau kelemahannya apa.. (maklum, emg jarang berkumpul bersama.. hehehe..) sekianlah blog ini slesai gw buat pd wkt 2.24 AM... Hmm.. gw jg mw tau nih kekurangan gw apa aja.. :D.. tolong dicomment yah.. >_<.. hehe.. GBu all...

alone....

Ya... udh bbrp hari ini gw pindah rumah dr hougang.....
udh diusir... (gk lha.. ).. hehe..
tmn bokap ngasih tempat tinggal d rmhnya, jd y aq pindah d...
rumah kosong, sepi, sendiri........ jauh dr tmp makan.. waaah...
tp tempatnya lumayan enak sih.. so no problem dhe..
yg jd masalah sih sepinya...... sendirian, hampir tiap hari...
hahaha.. is it the time to talk more to God?? hehe.. i think yes.. :P..
moga aja bisa terealisasi.. hahaha...

I'm back...

Finally... after short holiday... I'm back to singapore...
back to using small amount money...
gk sampe beratus2 ribu.. hehehe... :D
idup mandiri lagi....
mm.. rasanya liburannya kurang panjang nih.. :D
haha... but, time keep moving...
Hi singapore... :)

Rekor... !! :P

The first thing is.. buesok gw balik indo....
horeee.. !!!

mm.. untuk mencapai hal ini gw butuh banyak perjuangan nih...
mulai dr apply k skolah buat leave sebulan.. haha...
trus sampe ngurusing student pass gw yg mw abis bulan depan..
trus assignment gw yg selesai last minute...
hahaha....
mantep dah.. :D...

tp yg jd rekor y hr ini...
hari sblm gw kembali...
td pagi k sklh mw ngurusin student pass...
trus pergi k ICA...
sesampainya d sana, gw baru nyadar kl lupa bw passport.. hahaha..
trus dgn terpaksa n terburu2 gw balik k rumah...
balik lg k ICA... selagi menunggu student pass gw ada..
pergi makan dulu k bugis... :D
hehe.. trus jam 2 balik lg k ICA..
mw ngambil student pass.. eh, kata petugas sklh gw gk bisa ambil skrg..
krn ada kontrak yg hrs ditandatangani.. disuruh balik k sklh jam 5... --"
akhirnya gw memutuskan unt jalan2 k bugis lg...
demi menghabiskan wkt gw memutuskan unt nonton The Incredible Hulk...
sendirian...
hahaha...
finally jam 5 gw balik k sklh n ngambil student pass gw...
gara2 itu gw gk bisa ikt maen bola dhe,, blm beres2 sama skali... hahaa...
parah jg nih... XD..
y seharian ini gw ngabisin $10 unt ongkos pulang pergi...
rekor buat gw.... hahahahhahaa....

Errr....

I've been tagged by lolla...
haha...

mm.. 10 random facts/habits about me...

1. gk banyak ngomong.. kcuali ama yg udh lama knal...
2. i prefer to use shoes than sandal..
3. i like to wear shirt than t-shirt...
4. hot / cold doesn't suit to me...
5. hobby duduk d depan laptop...
6. punya 3 shbt...
7. gk pengen tinggal d singapore lama2..
8. slalu doa pagi n malem.. :D..
9. anak cow paling tua...
10. hobby maen bola.. :D..

hehe..
ok.. now, the 10 person are.... you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,you,...
haha.. gk tau siapa lg.. :D

minggu2...

It's sunday again...
hehe....

I'm very happy today, becoz my brother came to the youth service again after he lost to another dimension.. :P.. ehehe...
and then, welcome back to louisa and kuya from mission trip...
kuya looks very different today... black is sweet?? hahah.. maybe.. :P...

after the service,i felt tired..
that's why i didn't join grady and david to walking around orchard area,
i chose to go home and sleep..
hehe..

well...
happy Sunday everyone.. :p

miss buss... :P

Hmm.. kmrn ini br 1x nya gw gk skolah gara2 sakit..
sakitnya gk parah2 amat sih... cm sakit kpala y jd gk sklh..
krn gk mgkn bs blajar...
hehe...

mm.. kalo udh sakit gt, bawaannya pengen pulang k indo dhe..
bnr gk?? ato cm gw aja yah??
hahaha...

btw, i'm really2 miss my family...
my lil sista, bro.. n my big sista...
also both of my parents..
my soulmate.. :P.. also my "mam" -> my soulmate mother.. hehehe..

well.. unfortunately.. i got holiday from school only 1 week...
wew.. maybe i can go back to indo for 1 week..
but i dont think i'll satisfied enough...
hahaa..

today, i helped wilkur to make BCS news at OHGS..
after that, i decided to go home by bus...
i decided to go to serangoon, because it's faster i think..
hahaha...
It's true.. it was faster, because the bus driver almost as same as bus driver in indo..
hahaha...

well.. on the way to serangoon, i saw quite beautiful girl there.. hehe..
I'm happy for being single.. :P
hehehehe...
(moga2 aja ngerti knp gw happy) hahahaha... :P

fun, mad, tired..... :P

Ahh..
cape jg yah...
hahaha..

seminggu full bantuin c lena d toko...
wew..... capenya amit2,,
eh, bukan d toko yah..
fair...
hahahaha....

pengalaman pertama melayani customer..
hahaha..
capee... apalagi gw gk bisa bahasa chinese...
gw, inge, chris, irene, c lena, jen, ko bonar... gk ada yg bisa ngomong chinese dgn lancar..
hahahaha...
kalo udh ketemu aunty2 susah dhe..
ahhaha...

tp y overall it's fun dhe..
hahaha..
cape nya sih lbh banyak dr pada fun..
hahaha..
padahal banyak bengong nungguin customer doank..
haha..
akhirnya hari libur gw gk bisa gw pake unt bobok ampe siang...
sedihnya...
hahaha.. :P

Yuhuuu.. XD

Akhirnya selesai jg..
hehehe...
module programming yg ckp rumit buat newbie..
selesai.. hore2... XD...
asik.. bisa melepaskan lelah sementara dr programming..
meskipun gw suka sih..
hahaha...

ahh... bisa konsentrasi k persiapan UNplUggeD..
hahaha...
si jen ama david jg udh selesai..
horee juga...
hahaha...

Thx God..
bless our exam, so we can get the highest mark..
hehehe..
Tq Dad..
Amen222... XD

.....cepet juga..

gk trasa udh 11 bulan gw d singapore..
cpt jg yah waktu berlalu..
hahaa..
bhs inggris gw gmn yah?? XD..
hahaa..
ah.. bsk gw udh ujian lagi..
tinggal selesaikan 1 subject lagi.. Diploma gw selesai..
waktu berlalu dgn cepat..
bentar lagi gw udh umur 19.. The last age for teenager kata ko bonar.. XD...
iy sih.. soalnya 20 udh gk teenager lagi.. hahaha..
well.. kalo gt gw cm punya wkt lbh kurang 15thn lagi unt mencapai target mimpi gw..
hahahaha...
cpt amat yah...

mm.. smoga rohani gw jg cepat dhe tumbuhnya..
ahaha... (Amin2)..
hehe..
Please Bless my exam DAD.. :)
GBu all..
ehehe..

This is the REAL world..

akhirnya gw ngeblog lagi... hehe..

Today, i was playing football for my school..
becoz quite a lot nigerian in my school, you can say that, almost all of the footballer is coming from nigeria.. some from sri lanka, 1 mongol, 1 vietnam, 1 indo.. hehe..
in my team, the captain, vice captain, and playmaker, all from nigeria, i was playing, as a right winger...
( i have no choice, besides that, I'm started to love this position.. :P)..
Ok, the playmaker hold the ball to long, dribble by himself, wants to beat the player by himself, and almost never pass the ball to me although i was free... i think he can turn his head to the right.. :P
so on the first round, i almost never touch the ball..

fortunately on the second half, the playmaker change the position into left winger..
this is good, because i can get the pass from another person..
but, there's a thing made me confused..
when i had a chance in penalty area to shoot the ball, he suddenly came from the back to stole my ball.. OH MY GOOD... is he mad??
even the coach also take position as referee shocked.. and he gave a warning to my friend..
well, my team won this game, thanks to him, who can dribble and score the goal from his selfishness..

after the game, when i walked to bus stop, one of my nigerian friend told me "he doesn't like you, he want to make you look bad".. well, ok, i just realize that, when i played, and made a mistake, he'll blame me, but he never admit for his mistake... well, this is the real world, in front of me, he looks friendly, but the truth is he doesn't like me.. ( this is not the first time he did this to me )..

well.. but, i the point is, in real world, when you have a good position, there's some people who are not happy, and they will use all methods to bring you down.. now, it depend on us how do we respond about this.. you have strong mentality or weak.. this is just a small example for the real world.. so, prepare yourself to challenge everything that prevent you to achieve your dream.. Iin the RIGHT way of course.. :D

btw, when I was on the way to home, there's a girl came across me.. quite fat girl.. and the thing is.. i smelled something, neither perfume nor cologne, but "armpit's flavour".. and i can smelled that until 1 meter ahead me.. OH mY GOD... i almost drunk.. :P
hahaha... SO THIS IS THE REAL WORD... hahahahhaa.. :D

GBU.. :P

Leader Retreat..

y, krn hr ini udh jumat maka gw mulai dgn 2 days ago.. :D
hehe.. it held on....... lupa nih namanya.. :D
haha.. yg jelas dkt buona vista or harbour front gt dhe..
padahal MRTnya jauh yah..

Ok, di hari 1...
malem2, stlh makan, istri ko omar kotbah buat kita2.. :D
mm.. krn pengerja smua, jadi ditembak abiszz aja dhe kayanya...
hehe.. omongannya cukup keras.. intinya sih berbicara ttg kekudusan.. :D..
hehe.. trus.. kembali k kasih mula2.. krn itu penting banget.. XD...
haha... gw udh lama jg nih "lari" dr Tuhan... parah2..
waktunya bertobat.. :D..
trus dilanjutkan dgn rekonsiliasi...
ngelap2 kaki.. :D.. krn gk pake air.. hehe..
y, dgn itu, berakhirlah acara di hari 1.. :D..

on the next day, after breakfast.. we were given a chance to give kindness to other people..
i was in group 7.. we went to buona vista market... but we found it's a little bit difficult to give kindness in singapore.. y, finally we found some people to be helped.. XD..
after that, we came back, having lunch and go to next 2 sessions with neil smith?? as the preacher..
OK, that's all.. i learned a lot of things from this retreat.. :D...

GBU all.. for those who are in exam.. gud luck.. :D..

HOT....

Today i woke up as usual, 7am...
but i felt that today's very hot..
hotter than usual...
but, i still brought my jacket to school, becoz i study at computer lab..
the AC always set on 17 degree..
i can't stand on it..

in the afternoon i felt that it's hotter than in the morning..
the temperature almost as same as padang city..
haha..
so i feel like home... XD
hahaha..
although my family isn't here..
hehe

until now, i still feel today's hot..
hmm.. now I'm waiting till 12 o'clock to celebrate ko bonar's birthday..
hehe... 29 april, also ko david's birthday, isn't it??
hehe..
happy b'day to both of you..
hahaa..

Again.. ;D

Today i must reboot my laptop once again..
becoz' it's error when i wanted to install alkohol 120..
hahaha...

but, we must learn from experience...
i lost all of my data before..
but now, i've backup all of my data to the safety place..
so, it wont be lost if my laptop get an error like this.. :D

this time, i just reboot it once..
not like before, i need to reboot it 5 times.. becoz i've known how to fix the problem...
haha..
now my laptop can work as usual... :)..

btw, about football...
well.. I a little bit dissapointed, because my team didn't won againts chelsea in champion league..
wew.. that's ok, just try to think positive, because my team still have another chance.. :D

BRAVO LIVERPOOL... :D..
You'll never Walk Alone...
NEver... :D

Pulau Lantai(PL).. :D

WAhhHH..
senangnya bisa k ubin lagi.. :D..
meskipun banyak yg cancel n gk jadi pergi sih..
hasilnya kami ttp pergi beranggotakan 7 "cowok"..
gw, grady, gunadi, (<- 3G.. :D), albert, Abang DAvid.. :P, heru(dateng telat), n "inneke".. hahaha..

meskipun disuruh ngumpul jam 11.30, ttp aja, namanya org indo pasti ngaret... :D
hahaha..
y akhirnya jam 2 sampe jg d PL.. :D..
nyewa sepeda... dihargai $8... trus aunty nya kasih $7 buat kita..
tp y maklum kita org indo.. dikasih angin dikit langsung d kita tawar lagi..
$6... pertama sih dy gk mau.. trus kita pura2 mw cari k tmp lain..
akhirnya dikasih jg.. :D..
hahaha.. THX GOD.. ;D

y, jalan2 dr pantai k pantai.. ngelilingin setengah dr pulau ubin...
capek...
tapi session yg gk terlupakan kl jalan2 pastinya ada foto2.. :D
pake 3 kamera lagi.. :D..
mantep dah.. padahal cm 7 personil..
hahaha...

hv fun banget d..
cm wkt pulang, pas ada turunan, sepeda gw ngebut...
pas di tikungan, gw liat traktor gede nutupin jalan..
langsung ngerem mendadak n pastinya jatoh..
haha.. bahu kiri yg paling sakit krn kebentur... (gk tau apa, stang ato aspal)..
haha... tp y so far so good lha..
gk ada masalah serius.. :D..
pulangnya makan d warung penyet di dkt sana.. :D...
yah, berakhirlah vacation hr ini.. ;D..
hehe..
A woNdErful day.. :D

Let The Words of God Abide in YOU... :D

mm.. FA hr ini tentang conversation with God..
well.. rasanya udh lama juga nih gk denger suara Tuhan secara "sadar".. :D
haha..
y apa udh kehilangan kasih mula2 ya??
mm.. tp Tuhan ttp nunjukin jalanNya...
Tuhan tetap ngobrol sama kita..
meskipun kadang kita gk "sadar"..
yah..
hal ini rasanya juga perlu dipelajari deh.. :D..
haha..
belajar untuk lebih peka lagi mendengar suara Tuhan.. :D..
hahaha...
Belajar sampai tua nih.. :D...

Blm ada perubahan....

Well... kmrn malem.. wkt lagi chat sm jen..
trus si jend bilang "gw ngiri nih liat blognya lolla"..
krn gw gk punya linknya.. trus dy ksh..
stlh gw liat.. y gw jg gk tau sih apanya yg buat dy ngiri.. :D..
mm.. y trus gw tanya sih k si jen apanya yg buat dy ngiri..
trus dy bilang lu emg gk ngerti pemikiran cew ghe..

hmm.. stlh jen bilang bgt..
gw tiba2 nyadar.. kl hal itu emg bener..
well... y gw jd ingat dg mantan gw...
gw sp sekarang masih dikit banget ngerti ttg dy..
gw masih blm bisa ngerti apa yg dipikiran dy..
dy mwnya apa...
masih banyak yg blm gw ngerti...
jd y hebat gt dy bs bertahan sm gw selama 1 thn ++..

well.. pas chat ama jen selesai..
gw lg chat ama rancu..
y gw nanya2 ttg pemikiran wanita...
hahahaha...
meskipun udh dijelasin cukup panjang sm rancu..
yg gw dapet ttp aja cm sedikit..
hahaha...
parah nih gw jd cow...
hahahaha...
hrs lbh banyak belajar lagi.. :D....

Anybody want to teach me?? :D

Congratzzz...

wah... udh libur lg...
gk kerasa gw udh selesai ujian lg..
udh nyelesaikan 5 mata pelajaran... :D..
hehe.. udh 10 bln d sing...
hope my english getting better.. hahaha...

hr ini bosen...
maklum gk sklh..
haha...
mm.. ngomong2 ttg sklh.. congratz buat inge yg udh sklh lagi..
hore3... (males ngetik 3x, tp ngetik penjelasan mau panjang2)..
hahahaha...

mm.. td liat2 fs..
liat2 profilenya si albert (my best fren).. kuliah d jkt..
liat ada comment mengejutkan... hahahhaa..
liat statusnya, ternyata udh berubah..
hahahaha...
The first ever relationship in his life.. (mendramatisir nih)..
hahaha..
stlh dulu pernah ditolak cew 2 ato 3 x kl gk salah..
hahaha...
COngRATZZ mas.. :D...

hehe..
giliran gw kapan y?? hahahahhaa....
not the first time for sure..
hahahaha...

Different day....

Mm.. hr stlh ujian selesai jd banyak waktu free..
sewaktu ujian sbnrnya jg ttp banyak sih.. :D..
hehe...

jumat kmrn k Planet Shakers bnr2 seneng n bs merasakan hadirat Tuhan...
gk nyesel datengnya...
hehehe...
y kesempatan yg jarang2 didapat... cm selama d sing aja br bs ikt hal2 spt ini..
bedanya dg Don Moen thn lalu yg ini punya jiwa yg lebih muda.. :D..
hehehe...

y trus sabtunya doa pengerja sm grady..
biasa, grady gw tarik meskipun bukan pengerja.. :D..
hehehe...
denger kotbahnya pak nico...
hehe...

trus pulangnya liatin andreas audisi singer...
kasian dy grogi d depan...
banyak yg ngeliatin...
hahaha....
trus pulangnya jalan sama FAnya k david...
nyelip di FA org lain skali2 sm grady..
makan di Boat Quay.. masakan padang...
tetep yg asli d padang lebih enak... hahahaha... :D..
tiruan gk bisa ngalahin yg original...
ahahha... hari yg menyenangkan.. :D...
hehe..
btw2... lagi nunggu pasangan baru muncul lagi nih di Youth BCS...
hehehe.. :D...
GBu all...
hehehehee...