beberapa hari ini....

hmm...
bbrapa hr susah tdr.. --"
gk enak banget rasanya...
wkt bangun spt gk ad semangat baru...
spt masih menjalani hari kemarin...
ahahaha..

huff..
gw hrs ngapain yah kl begini...
bingung.. ahaha

hmm..
kmrn d fa mega sharing tentang emosi yg negatif..
katanya sih membuat kesehatan memburuk...
apa kesehatan gw memburuk krn ini yah???
ato krn kurang tdr???

wew...
jd menulis hal2 yg tdk perlu... XD

..

it should not be like this.. :(

diurapi, digampar, n diputusin... wkwkwkw.. .O.O

hmmm..

y, kl gw ingat2 lg yah kejadian thn lalu....
which is 9 march 2008...

pd wkt itu..
perasaan gw ckp complicated...

soalnya y, d hr itu..
gw ngerasain banget kebaikan Tuhan di bible camp...

lalu....
untuk 1x nya gw ditampar ama cew (meskipun dlm drama sih)...
ahaha.. (d luar skenario nih... ) XD

n malemnya.. pulang bible camp..
gw diputusin sm si pacar...
ahahaha...

hari2 yg penuh perjuangan buat gw..
ahhaaa..
mw sedih jg gk sedih2 amat...
soalnya y baru mengalami kebaikan Tuhan gt...
tp y, bgt dhe.. itulah hidup.. :D
hehe..
hrs dijalani...

y2.. 9 mar 2008...
hr yg ckp bersejarah buat gw.. :D

patience...

be patient...

one of difficult things to do, i think...

start from myself...

i face quite a lot problems since i came here....

but God made me stronger n stronger each day...

but problems keep coming... 

now i dont know wheter i have to stay on my path, or trying to find another path...

which way God wanted me to go...

I still cannot find the answer...

should i be more patient??

I should... becoz GOD's plan is beyond expectation... :D

hehehe... 

btw.. today i'm glad that i can have chit chat with my bro again...

after quite a long time.... :)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjRQZ-xwSUI

I like this song.. thanks bro.. :D

my heart....

hmm...

kehilangan kasih mula2 t... gk enak jg yah...

hmm.. gmn yah... 

rasanya sendirian aja... 

cape.. bosan...

ahh... hidup gw jd kosong..

gk berarti apa2.....

cm skolah... trs pulang.....

bsknya jg gt... 

hmmm.. sjak kapan yah...

oh y... sjak maret thn lalu.....

hubungan dgn Tuhan jd biasa2 saja...

suam2 kuku... mgkn...

hub sm tmn2... gk jauh beda.....

God2.. what should i do...??

hmm.. y, Tuhan emg gk pernah ninggalin gw..

cm gw aja....

gmn caranya y.. spy bisa balik spt dulu lg..??

hmm.. perlu dukungan.. mgkn....

i miss my ex... maybe.. i miss her personality..

she was able to encourage me...

she brought me closer to God...

i miss that time......

God2.. u know my problem..

u know everything i've done...

please.. show me ur way.....

hmm..

btw.. my smile.. means a lot.... :)

nothing is impossible.. :)

hmm.. udh lama gk nulis blog.. :D.. haha..

hmm.. thn 2009.. dimulai jg stlh melewati thn 2008 yg cukup berat dgn berbagai problem yg ada..
natal thn lalu gw liburan d indo..
yah, krn dpt libur dr skolah 2 minggu y dimanfaatkan sebaik2nya dhe.. :)

hmm.. bnrnya sih gw pulang bukan cm mw liburan aja..
plus nyari jawaban sih..
haha.. soalnya, gw bingung sih mw ngapain thn depan.. gw bakal lulus adv. dip june next year..
jd bingung mw lanjutin ato lanjutin d tmp lain... XD (ato langsung cari kerja :P)

bnrnya sih gk mw lanjutin d sing lg..
gw gk betah d sini.. hahaha.. gk tau knp...
apa krn d sini terlalu teratur yah?? XD
haha.. hmm.. saran si papi sih, stlh lulus nanti coba cari kerja dulu d sini......
rasanya itu bukan hal yg buruk buat gw.. tp y, ttp masih jd pertimbangan gw sih..
bisa gk sih gw dapet kerja d sini stlh lulus nanti?? hmm..

trus, gw jg mikirin lanjut kuliah kmn...
pengennya sih k jepang.. hehehe..
dr kecil gw pengen banget k jepang.. bukan buat liburan aja sih.. haha.. kl bisa idup d sana...
i dunno why.. XD...
y, skali lagi.. mgkn gk sih gw kul d jepang?? XD

hmm... y, kita liat aja dhe perkembangan berikutnya..
apa yg jd rencana Tuhan dlm hidup gw.. :)
btw, gw ikt ibdh thn baru d indo..
trus pesan yg bokap gw dapetin sih... this year.. NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.. :)

Luke 1:37

so, apa mgkn gw bisa dpt kerja d sg??
apa mgkn gw bisa k jepang??
apa mgkn hal lain bisa terjadi?? :D
jawabannya... NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE.. :)

Best friend part 2.. :P

Best Friend, someone (singular or plural) with whom one shares the strongest possible kind of friendship(s) occasionally in a flitty context ( based on wikipedia)..

I'm still looking (or waiting??) for my best friend here.. :P